The F***** of Failure: Collected Essays, October 2023 — January 2025 eBook

What does it mean to fail—not just personally, but as part of a system built to fetishize success while concealing its own collapses?

The F****** of Failure is not just a collection of essays. It is a series of interventions—each piece a carefully curated talisman, designed to disrupt, disarm, and realign the foundations of your ideological structure. Written between October 2023 and January 2025, during a time of profound personal and political upheaval, these essays trace the rims of failure as a haunting and a seduction.

This book is an assemblage, a deliberately fractured mirror that refuses to offer tidy resolutions. Each essay confronts the anesthetizing comforts of privilege, the fetishization of apathy, and the colonial frameworks that shape the myths we live by. It dissects the quiet complicities that allow systems of domination to thrive and asks the reader to sit in the discomfort of their own entanglement with these structures.

Censored even in its title, The F***** of Failure wields its unspeakability like a weapon. It is not merely a book to read—it is a talisman, a living object that possesses as much as it is possessed. It functions in the cracks of your defenses, the blind spots of your ideologies, and the spaces where your certainties feel safest.

The essays challenge the reader to reconsider the myths of power, silence, and resistance. From the colonialist grip on our epistemologies to the anesthetizing allure of systemic comforts, The F***** of Failure dismantles the stories we use to sustain the illusion of control. It does not offer answers but fractures—ruptures where certainty once stood, openings where your convictions were once unshakable.

This book does not ask for your agreement. It works like a haunting, a dream you cannot escape, a mirror you cannot avoid. It invites you to confront failure as an object of both fascination and fear, to hold its weight, and to imagine what might emerge from its wreckage.

Part provocation, part talisman, part mirror—The F****** of Failure is more than a book. It works even if you don't believe in it. It believes in you.